I would never find another lover more precious then you. i said id promise never to fall in love with a stranger you're all im thinkin of. dear boy. you're making me fallllll. But im so stupid. how could i go through this again. What if you're not the boy you seem to be. and you're NOT there to catch me as I fall. and i hit the ground again. I don't know if i'll have the effort to pull myself up again. but you seem amazing. and i cant help myself. please, i beg of you, please be what I need you to be with love.