i'm a bloody mess i'm a failure. i'm hopeless. i'm just a girl. i'm lost. i'm trapped. i'm wishing. i miss all of you i want to wake up in someone else's bed i want to wake up in someone else's head i don't want to be in me just let me slip just let me fade and kissing me now won't wash it away let me go and when i drink i'm so diminished i'd like to think that i'm almost finished watch the rain fall down drown out my thoughts watch the sun rise counter-action let me fall i'm pathetic but i don't want your pity empathetic full of everyone else's pain dream dream for me dream for tomorrow dreams let you go sing sing for peace sing for the sorrow that we all have to know let me be a miracle let me fade out and dream for serenity hope that i can i know that i can't washing over me hopes crashing down tears also falling i am your tuesday at midnight rise off the floor scream out in pleasure once more for good measure fly down the stairs where'd you go you were there i'd like to think so i never think so but its more than fine and the fire it burns around me but i watch you fall watch you fail now you know me and i'm all in technicolor vibrance can kill but i'm ill and i don't mind i never have i remember you asking sitting there on the floor you have a gift for being unhappy i have a gift for feeling you natural state of misery leads you to my mystery and i fall stumbling i crawl and flying now you sing