almost anyone, almost anywhere else. and i swear i'd almost be happy but i can promise that i'd probably be happier except... what is happiness but a smile? and what is a smile, but an outward appearance content is in a heart and my heart is missing that ingredient infact, it beats at an opposite frequency "malcontent," even. it. beats. either. too. fast. or too. slow. and uneven. and breaks and. shakes. it gives and takes but still, anything. any reason other than this a) and. we'd all be a little less sick to our stomachs b) because. nothing else is ever enough like this could never be