if you don't want to see, then don't look. i felt alone today, and for once not lonely. the colour of brandon's eyes, warm or cold, is enough to keep anything calm. where is michael? does anything matter to him anymore? i don't want to be with someone who doesn't care if i crush him. do i want to be with someone that maybe i can't crush? _fairness and consistency _BF Skinner this morning my alarm clock didn't go off. i have no zero period, so my mom takes me to school now. well, my attempt at typing a normal entry just failed. bored. probably boring. i guess i'll end this here.