you don't have to be right all the time. jess, i want to tell you that i don't like where you are right now. i am your best friend why can't i stop crying for longer than an hour? i'm gonna go to the doctor. this time i mean it. i will not be put on medication without proper testing. they cannot just tell me i'm ill. they will KNOW. "sing like you think no-one's listening... you would kill for this, just a little bit... just a little bit, you would." what makes someone good or bad? i want to know what people think about this. jess.... jess. i'll cry forever if that's what it takes, i just want your pain to go away. well lets go back to the middle of the day that starts it all i can't begin to let you know just what i'm feeling just think happy thoughts it seems life in general is always easier said than done. it seems theres never just one answer sometimes it's feelings someone good... sometimes it's where and why you and i when we are loving her when she smiles cute and dances pretty him when he looks at her like shes his everything good... something good i'd pour out all my insides if only i could do something to make all this go away. i don't want to die. i just want it to go away. i want to think clearly. i want to see something. i want to be good, i want to make it better