fast forward to this week: he likes me. or so he said. he kissed me. regardless of what he wanted. two-hour phone calls. nothing. all of this is nothing? watch the thing hit the corners.... then three times it's pink. upper left, green, red. i have no answers. i'm not a good person. i'm not sure if i'm okay. my mind is on vacation stop the degradation hang by my wrists and suffocate. ________________________________________ collarbone piercing bondage "pretend i never said it" "deal" i'm really going to miss jaimie. i already miss everyone else.