well, all my anger is gone now(not really gone, just controlled)... scott was a cool dude and i dont blame him for the evilness of the site... it hurt my feelings though... i really wrote a page that actually meant something and when i go to check it again(it was already saved), it was gone... out of nowhere... it makes me just want to write crap forever... im drained... i really give up now... no more feeling will be added to my pages... its not worth it... as a matter of fact... im just gonna add pics and tell ya the story behind them... that way if it disappears again, at least i'll know what to write again... well, here it goes: when i was little i dreamed of becoming a model, but soon learned that will never happen... im too short... not peppy enough... i dont follow the styles of the time... im not a people person... my uncle always told me i'll be the next "MISS UNIVERSE"... he no longer even mentions it... dreams are always broken... children eventually stop believing, stop caring, stop hoping... its just not right... growing up sucks...