So my lil bro used my credit card to get into a porn site. He told me later on when I confronted him that he thought it was free and yet I have an 82.99 charge on my card. IT’S NEVER FREE IF THEY ASK YOU FOR A CREDIT CARD!!! Whatever, I got a refund and all, but he’s screwed. Not only will they press charges and make sure he pays them back (any guy 13 and older could get charged), but he also lost “ROOM” privileges. Meaning, if I ain’t in my room, its gonna be locked. I don’t trust his ass alone on my computer anymore… Anyway, I had a dream today that involved my EX. In it we were working in Toys R Us again during closing, but it felt weird. We weren’t talking or anything. The dream is kinda how I feel we are acting like right now… So I told my friend (my mess around) that I'm not doing anything with him anymore; Just got bored of being his sex friend. I like him better when we just hanging out. So yeah, back to life without sex… lol… I got a couple guys who want to date me, but I’m not into them. Just aren’t my “TYPE” I guess. And I don’t wanna be stuck in a relationship with some random dude I’m not into… I wanna get pregnant! Every girl I grew up with is like on their second kid and I still haven’t popped out one. I only wanna get pregnant for selfish reasons. ONE: I wanna see if my uterus works. AND TWO: I want someone to depend only on me and love me unconditionally. I told my friend (not my ex mess around) that if he writes my paper for school and I get at least a “C”, I’ll give him a lap dance. AND HE ACTUALLY WROTE THE PAPER!!! LOL… hopefully I pass, but with lower then a “C” cause I so don’t wanna do anything with him. It’s weird how none of my friends are my “TYPE”. The one I messed with is OK, but not someone I would date. :-x. Anyway, I guess that’s why they my “FRIENDS” and nothing more. People, cross your fingers that I get lower then a “C” but higher then an “F” on my paper… LOL… Schools almost over for a few weeks anyway and then I start my summer semesters. I decided to go to class during the summer just to keep my brain busy and also cause I want to finish already! I’m so tired of everything… I need to start studying for my finals. They are in a few days… As you can see, my brain is all over the place… just thinking about this and that… just random crap… Hey, that rhymed… LOL…