yesterday for my roomies bday weekend we went to escos. it was me, pablo, chanelle, edwin, stephy, semeria and her friend frankie. more ppl was suppose to go, but the group is filled with homophobes! grrr... anyway, the day started out bad cause ed was being a typical guy... after awhile tho, things got good. we all started dancing and by the end of the night a lot of ppl looked dead... i was still hyped tho, until i got near the house and then i was feeling it. theres more detail in between but that was basically it in a nutshell... all that day tho i was getting complimented by random ppl... i felt all girly! _____________________________________________ _____________________________________________ now back to normacy... i dont know what im really wanting out of life... and im wondering if what im doing now is really what i want... i think i will never be 100% satisfied with my life and should just stop expecting so much out of ppl... no ones perfect... i know im not... is not being completely happy considered settling or just the way life is??