I HAD SEX!!!!!!!!!!! YAY FOR ME!!!!! it wasn't on the monday at the hotel that i had planned though... the sunday b4 then i had gone to stay over his house and it happened there... my body was all tingly and everything was just yummy... we still planned to go to the hotel after school, but couldn't cause i got a stupid blister... i've been getting this crap ones or twice a year since i was little and it decides to come when i have plans... fucking crap!!! its good that it showed up after we finished what we were doing... the reason i cancelled or delayed our plans was cause i wouldn't have fun unless i got to kiss him and bite him and all that other fun stuff... enough about sex... yo, but at least i saved some money from not going to the hotel... for now anyway, this crap clears up pretty fast... in about a week... that day i was suppose to go to school, but didn't go... i just wasn't in the mood... school has really gotten to me... i had an essay due today that was assigned mad weeks ago and i just started researching info for it yesterday... i was suppose to watch a movie and write a paragraph on it and then diagnose the main character with the disease he has and how to cure it and crap... what i did was copy and paste mad reviews from websites and change them to my own words... i started this 4 hours b4 i had to leave for school today... and i finished it a couple minutes after i had to leave... at least i did it though... if i get a good grade...YAY!!! and if my grade is just "OK", then it will be better then an "F"... either way, it got done... i got 3 essays due in 2 weeks... i had from the beginning of the semester to start it... procrastination is a bitch!!! well, back to my blister... i hate it!!! its mad embarrassing... i feel like people are watching me and thinking, "ewww, she got herpes"... I DO NOT HAVE HERPES!!!!!! its a blister... i've gotten it since i was little.. its just weird... i dont want people thinking wrong and judging me... most of the time i dont give a crap what people think, but i dont like looking dirty... the blister makes me look like a slut that goes around sucking random dudes dicks... thats not me and i shouldn't think like that, but its just.... BLAH!!! fuck it, i dont care... im clean and i know it and my baby knows it and thats all that matters... yo, the patch is a bitch!!! it doesn't stay completely on when im taking a shower and the sticky part makes the sides black... its sick... at least im not getting pregnant though and for now thats what counts... so... um... yeah... im out.................................