I miss you Bambi... When I think about how far away you actually are it kinda feels like I can't breathe. I know, pretty pathetic seen as I saw you earlier, but I actually don't know how to function without you...

You're my best friend and I know I act like a twat sometimes, but no one will ever take your place in my heart, and no one will ever mean as much to me as you do, and I joke about having lovers or flirting with Povey, but Bambi, seriously, it would actually be impossible for me to do that, I can't get you out of my head, if I could, I'd be with you ALL the time, no one else, just me and you, and that'd be amazing, because I'd be with you...

I don't think you actually understand... I don't work properly when I'm far away from you, you're my everything, I feel like I don't exist without you... It feels like I'm not even there until you look at me, no one looks at me like you do. I really honestly believe you're the one, my soulmate, the one I get to do stupid shit with for the rest of my life...

You're really special Bambi, I call you gay and a tit and sometimes I don't show just how head over heels I am in love with you, but you have to know, you're the most amazing person I've ever met, you make life a good thing, you make me happy, you are extraordinary... Nothing will ever take your place, nothing is special enough to do so...

So yeah, I thought I'd leave you this, because I miss your touch, and your smell, and your gorgeous eyes... I still have your voice... I thought I'd leave you this because I absolutely adore you, I love you...

~This heart, it beats, beats for only you... My heart is yours... x