so i just read through some stuff this morning...i still feel like shit.. why dont they get what i mean?? but yah. so i just want to make things better. my mom tells me i cant. she never lets me do anything. why cant i solve everyones problems??? but anyways. so im thinking about calling james. i should go call him right now huh. hes prolly still at elise's. i wish i could have gone with them. my mom would have said no tho. i wish he wasent mad at me. sigh but hey what the hell can i do?