howdy. so...i wish i knew what other people were thinking. like not what they think about me. like i wanna read their minds. that would be cool. but like. i wanna know how they feel about me. like clayton i wanna like. you know. ask him out. but im afraid to. he'll like say. no gross get away from me you sick-o! and then i would cry. not really but we can pretend....well maybe so i dont know what to do. im all cunfussed. im thinkin about callin him. that would work. maybe. then we could talk about 'us'. see what i wanna know is... is there an 'us' or are we just a 'u' and 'i' and sometimes we get together for a 'we'? i need to know about this. lol yah.