hm.... man i havent written for a while. guess i should start with yesterday. James broke up with me. i knew something was wrong...just didnt know it was gunna be this... everything is now kinda a blurr...guess i wanted to block it from my memory. something about cant standing lying to my parental units...but whatever i do miss him hella bad tho....sigh i ahve been talking to clayton more...hes kinda cute... but i still miss james... how depressing