wow....this is what it feels like... i never knew i could feel so good about myself. he wouldent tell me when he was going to do it...he told me i would just have to wait...so i did...impatiantly...but it finally happened.... tonight. just a normal ride home...him just holding on to me...all that jazz then...as i was leaving the car...he pulled me back and grabbed my finger and pushed the ring on. i cant stop smiling... god i love him so much...more then life itself...its so beautiful too... its a little to big...but no big deal i would rather wear it on my thumb anyways... a secret engagement...isnt it fucking awesome?!?!???!?!??!?