Oh, I feel so alone... it fucking sucks. I've been alone sinse I broke up with my ex Lloyd. God how I miss him. Now that I think about he was an asshole, but I can forgive him for that. I promised him today that I would keep my heart broken. Fuck I'm weak. He told me that all the time we were going out he was longing for someone else, nice way to make someone feel worthless. I am worthless. Worthless bitch. It's been about two months and I still want him back. The biggest mistake ever. Yeah, yeah I know, you are most likely thinking that I should never broke up with him in the first place. I know. When we were going out I felt so cold around him, so trapped. He was acting as if he owned me, bastard. Now I find out that he was cheating on me, he fucked a guy. I still miss him. I miss him.