This has recently become my new motto in life - "When you're feeling like crap, put on a happy face, and remember folks, there is always someone worse off than you." I keep thinking about his beautiful, sapphire blue eyes staring up at me from the milky white, soapy water in my bath tub. I never want to hurt him, or see tears form those gorgeous eyes. Foresight tells me, that at the bitter end, I am going to hurt him, one day. It sickens me to think of hurting someone so beautful, not only on the outside, but inside as well. I just must be a horrible person... "If love is red, then she is colour blind" - Savage Garden