I broke up with my boyfriend on saturday after reading what he had wrote about my brother. It saddens me that he just couldn't see why a thing like this would upset me so... and him not undersatanding why sometime like this would upset me just proves in itself that he does not know me. Although he think does. He said, "you make it too easy to let people know who you are." There are so many things I hide, he only sees what's on the surface and he believes that, that person really is me. There are so many things I couldn't say because I know it would hurt him, so many things I haven't done because I know he wouldn't like them. I believe that everyone hides and that even if you knew someone for a million years that you wouldn't truely know them. Some parts of a person are claerly visable but other parts lurk and hide behind the shadow of themselves and very truely appear but deep within the self consious of the mind. Plus he's not a mind reader... how can he tell what i'm thinking. I been hurting for a while now. I can't understand what's wrong with me, my mood has very low and I've also had spill of tears and it feels like it getting worse. My eating and sleeping habitrs have gone out the window. I can't sleep anymore, or I don't feel like it same with eating, I never really feel hungrey, and my wieght is dropping, I've lost about a stone so far. My body is in pain... lots if stomach pains.