This is what Steven said after we broke up. Steven:Dear Courtni, I am really really sorry about what I did.I thought you knew that I was just kidding. Anyway,I am just writing to say "Sorry." I just want you to know that whatever I say,Just remember that I still LOVE you.Even though you probally hate me,I still love you. Love, I mean, From, Steven. If he was kidding all this wouldnt have happened.If he was kidding he wouldnt have gave me the money.If he was just kidding then when I said no he would have stopped bribing me.If he still loves me than he would let me go my own way.If he still loves me then he would let all this and me go.I dont hate him I am pissed at him.I dont talk to him but that would be like we never went out in the first place.He would secretly have a crush on me and we wouldnt talk.Thats how it was before and that is how I want it now.Steven if you are reading this than mayb you will know how I feel. Courtni