Yeah well I jsut woke up, nad Vanessa is still in bed, Brooke is at her friends or bf's house, Mom and Peter are either working or sleeping. Mom is probably sleeping because she got home from work at 1:00 am. And I dunno about Peter. I luv to cook so much, Like yesterday I made, Choc. Chip muffins. And Grilled ham and cheese sandwhiches, and also I made dinner. it is so much fun and now all mom needs to buy for me to make homemade apple crisp is 3 red apples and brown sugar.She also needs to buy more eggs because i want to make french toast. I am like really self concious about how I look. I really like when people compliment me, but for some reason when they dont compliment me and I might always compliment them I get angry, not at them , but like not really angry, just even more self concious. Whenever I start to think, "Wow, I actually look pretty right now,' I remember when Arriana (my like 2nd cousin) said That her friend said Sophia was the prettiest. I know they are only like, well jsut lil girls, but if they grow up being so disrespectful to other people's feelings I can see both of them having no friends, but eachother. I hate playing those games were lil kida choose which one they what, want to dance with, kiss, hug, w/e because well I dont want to sound selfish or self centered BECAUSE I AM SERIOUSLY NOT LIKE THAT but like I just, well it hurts my feelings when I am not piked until someone, goes come on now pick her she ahsnt been picked yet, and then the lil kid says, no i want you or something. It hurts my feelings so darn much. I fingers and toes are cold right now and my neck hurts. Yeah........