I'm feeling kinda relieved.....and positive...It was just a bad day.......and some day Chad will fall in love with me.....It's just a party... DMblackdragon13 (5:33:15 PM): im sorry:-( inahobbithole01 (5:33:31 PM): You don't even know why your sorry...do you? DMblackdragon13 (5:34:18 PM): we were guessing and kelsey told us if we were right DMblackdragon13 (5:34:25 PM): about you being mad DMblackdragon13 (5:34:31 PM): so im sorry inahobbithole01 (5:34:41 PM): ......so you don't know why? inahobbithole01 (5:34:54 PM): I'm mad about a lot of other things that are going on now too though DMblackdragon13 (5:35:02 PM): i no DMblackdragon13 (5:35:08 PM): she also told us that inahobbithole01 (5:36:06 PM): Kelsey and I were gonna go to the block party...and her dad said I couldn't go once he got here....he was just like, "No, she cant go...." so I spent a looooong time just being really really sad and stuff.....like that.....I called henry...but he sounded like he didnt want to talk to me...so i changed the subject and asked when the party started and w/e.......and he just sounded like he was mad at me cause i WAS mad DMblackdragon13 (5:37:33 PM): me and him werent mad, we just felt so bad about wat happened that we just went to his house and we were just sitting on his bed and feeling bad DMblackdragon13 (5:37:53 PM): r u goin to the block party inahobbithole01 (5:38:27 PM): No, im not, and kelsey isnt sleeping over either, cause her dad is a freak inahobbithole01 (5:38:38 PM): (sorry, i just really never even liked her parents) inahobbithole01 (5:38:47 PM): and anyway....you guys dont even know what you did wrong, do you? DMblackdragon13 (5:39:09 PM): i think i do DMblackdragon13 (5:40:20 PM): kelsey said that u felt that we were gonna like ur couisin more than u which wasnt true inahobbithole01 (5:40:42 PM): Well, I didnt want to sound self centered, thats why i didnt want her to tell you guys why i was upset DMblackdragon13 (5:40:55 PM): it was ok inahobbithole01 (5:41:02 PM): i've always been jealous of my cousn for multiple reasons, i always afraid my friends would like her better han me DMblackdragon13 (5:41:25 PM): well i bet i would still like u better DMblackdragon13 (5:41:44 PM): would u want to go to the block party with me and henry inahobbithole01 (5:41:46 PM): when you said you liked her cause of her voice, how was i ever going to compete with her ever again, i would always feel like..well if her voice is that great......what about the rest of her inahobbithole01 (5:41:52 PM): Idk inahobbithole01 (5:41:58 PM): I would want ot find kelsey inahobbithole01 (5:42:03 PM): but i dont know where she would be inahobbithole01 (5:42:17 PM): and today has been probably one of the worst day's ever (for a lot of reasons) inahobbithole01 (5:42:32 PM): and i would like to see my other friends.......cause some guys caled me and asked if i was going inahobbithole01 (5:42:45 PM): and i would like to hang with them too, but i dont feel like leaving my house DMblackdragon13 (5:42:53 PM): well u can go with us and that would be the thing that i would make up to u DMblackdragon13 (5:43:01 PM): its up to u inahobbithole01 (5:43:09 PM): I dont really feel like going inahobbithole01 (5:43:36 PM): im not in the mood, i havent been having a great day, the block party......would like be me trying to cover up my bad day...it wouldnt work out DMblackdragon13 (5:44:07 PM): r u sure we would have a lot more fun if u came DMblackdragon13 (5:44:17 PM): i want to make u feel better inahobbithole01 (5:44:42 PM): .....I have a really bad headache.......cause i cried a bit today, cause i DID want to go to the party....but i think it would just make me more upset DMblackdragon13 (5:44:42 PM): about the thing DMblackdragon13 (5:46:12 PM): r u positive, because we would miss u, and we would feel bad cause we would be having fun and u would be in the house being bored:-( inahobbithole01 (5:47:23 PM): ...No, im fine......I was just upset about the whole thing beofre....and than matt called (matt towle) and he really cheered me up and then we were getting ready for the party and when i went to go outside in the car, her dad's jsut like, "NOpe, sorry you cant go" and they left, it really sucked DMblackdragon13 (5:47:59 PM): so u dont want to:'( inahobbithole01 (5:48:56 PM): ....No, sorry......i dont think anything can fix my day......I just want to wake up tomorrow and not be upset.....Mostly im mad at Kelsey's dad though, he ruined the whole night inahobbithole01 (5:49:01 PM): right when i was getting happy again DMblackdragon13 (5:49:29 PM): its just ot goin to be the same DMblackdragon13 (5:49:33 PM): not* inahobbithole01 (5:49:39 PM): what isnt? DMblackdragon13 (5:49:46 PM): u not goin DMblackdragon13 (5:50:29 PM): henry also wants to make it up to u inahobbithole01 (5:51:05 PM): Sorry, but I cant get over what a bad day I've been having, I've been upset about MANY MANY MAAAAAAANY things. I just think that if i went.....i wouldnt have fun inahobbithole01 (5:51:16 PM): since today had really gotten me down on muiltiple parts inahobbithole01 (5:51:26 PM): i just need a lot more time than a couple hours inahobbithole01 (5:51:34 PM): tonights not the night DMblackdragon13 (5:52:00 PM): wat about if u go with us and if u start feelin bad i can take u home DMblackdragon13 (5:52:06 PM): if u want inahobbithole01 (5:52:13 PM): I dont want you to have to do that though DMblackdragon13 (5:52:24 PM): i wouldnt care DMblackdragon13 (5:52:36 PM): if it means that u will go than ill do it DMblackdragon13 (5:53:15 PM): i told u i would make it up to u inahobbithole01 (5:53:36 PM): .......i just....im not having a good day.....it wouldnt be worth it....im sorry, but.....i dont feel up to it DMblackdragon13 (5:53:59 PM): ............................................ .......... DMblackdragon13 signed off at 5:54:13 PM. DMblackdragon13 signed on at 5:54:41 PM. DMblackdragon13 returned at 5:54:42 PM. DMblackdragon13 (5:55:04 PM): r u positive:-( inahobbithole01 (5:55:11 PM): .....yeah sorry inahobbithole01 (5:55:13 PM): are you upset? DMblackdragon13 (5:55:20 PM): kind of DMblackdragon13 (5:55:28 PM): i really wanted u to go inahobbithole01 (5:55:53 PM): ....what would we even do there? DMblackdragon13 (5:56:05 PM): hang out with friends DMblackdragon13 (5:56:11 PM): watch the fire works DMblackdragon13 (5:56:16 PM): eat DMblackdragon13 (5:56:21 PM): have fun DMblackdragon13 (5:58:31 PM): i just called henry and he said he wants u to go to inahobbithole01 (5:58:41 PM): ...my only excuse is that, im not feeling up to it, i just want to lay down and cool off.......im just upset cause nothing is going my way today.....i just wanted to go to the party..and have kelsey sleep over.....and....a bunch of other stuff..........i really need to let it all out.......i feel bad, im sorry i dont want to go........ inahobbithole01 (5:59:00 PM): you can hang out with kelsey.....i want you guys to have fun, even if im not there with you guys DMblackdragon13 (5:59:35 PM): ..................alright..................... ........... we'll be thinking of u DMblackdragon13 (5:59:40 PM): a lot DMblackdragon13 (5:59:56 PM): it just would have benn cool if u would have went DMblackdragon13 (6:00:02 PM): been* inahobbithole01 (6:00:10 PM): ..I know...sorry inahobbithole01 (6:00:43 PM): Have fun without me :-):-:-) DMblackdragon13 (6:01:00 PM): it would be pretty hard:-( inahobbithole01 (6:02:05 PM): :-( Sorry......I need to take some medicine for my headache.......and just write in my journal and boring girl stuff like that..... inahobbithole01 (6:02:13 PM): Seriously though, I really hope you guys have fun DMblackdragon13 (6:02:39 PM): ok, i just want u to think about it DMblackdragon13 (6:03:00 PM): we love u val DMblackdragon13 (6:03:06 PM): seriously inahobbithole01 (6:03:29 PM): Haha....who's we? You and Henry? DMblackdragon13 (6:03:37 PM): yea and kelsey DMblackdragon13 (6:04:18 PM): ill be walking up the street so if u want to go just holla inahobbithole01 (6:04:35 PM): ....haha, okay..... inahobbithole01 (6:04:43 PM): when are you leaving, now? DMblackdragon13 (6:04:49 PM): i guess DMblackdragon13 (6:05:08 PM): i bet u would like it if u just tried DMblackdragon13 (6:05:12 PM): to like it inahobbithole01 (6:05:47 PM): I bet I would too....maybe next year.....when I have a good day..... DMblackdragon13 (6:06:07 PM): it will make u feel better DMblackdragon13 (6:06:16 PM): plzzzzzzzzzz DMblackdragon13 (6:06:35 PM): plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz inahobbithole01 (6:07:17 PM): ...Im sorry.....I really am not feeling up to it though :- DMblackdragon13 (6:07:33 PM): :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( inahobbithole01 (6:07:42 PM): tell Kelsey that I love her.....an that we need to plan a sleepover.....a better one....and tell Henry, that Im not mad anymore and that I love him too ;-) and if you see matt towle or justin quattrone....tell them sorry i couldnt be there inahobbithole01 (6:07:46 PM): Im sorrrrrrrrrry :-( DMblackdragon13 (6:08:02 PM): ok DMblackdragon13 (6:08:17 PM): im gonna call u when i get to henrys anyway inahobbithole01 (6:08:34 PM): .......okay DMblackdragon13 (6:08:37 PM): to keep trying to get u to go DMblackdragon13 (6:08:39 PM): ok inahobbithole01 (6:08:45 PM): ....:-P okay DMblackdragon13 (6:08:47 PM): bye inahobbithole01 (6:08:55 PM): Dont get your hopes up inahobbithole01 (6:08:56 PM): BYe DMblackdragon13 (6:09:02 PM): i will bye DMblackdragon13 signed off at 6:09:05 PM. He's sweet.....but shallow sometimes