Listening to: My Chemical Romance
Feeling: wet
I feel...weird...(and weary..) I spent most of the day hanging out with Dennis and Henry and Vanessa. It was hilariously funny and fun. They got out the guitar and walked around singing the campfire song song from spongebob. It was really funny. Dennis has the best most funny phsyco face..he was doing it while walkingtowards you quickly with a mini gardening shovel. It was so FUNNY!! I don't think he likes me anymore though..I don't know...I just feel like he doesn't like me....I want him to..for some odd reason..I don't know why I want him to...I just do. Eh...I don't think I like him, I might act like I do....I might..I don't know...But...He is like really funny and cute like a regular guy friend should be. SO..I have no clue how the heck my head works..cause to tell the truth..I never really know what the heck my next move is and how I really feel about someone...that someone usually being a guy. I mean, I know if I like hate someone or think they're cool, but I just do not know what the heck is wrong with me because I never REALLY know if I like somone or not...and it really bug me....A LOT!!!
We all went swimming and it was so fun. We played Marco Polo and I kept on not saying Polo (Im a stinky lil cheater..ooooo),but Dennis kept splashing me so that Henry would think I was like right next to him when he was It....grrr....Dennis didn't ask for a hug today, but I like when he does..for some very very VERY odd reason.....I wish I just knew how I felt, I dont WANT to like him and have our past always tapping ym shoulder..cause I feel like I shouldnt like him cause I've hurt him before...but..just...I dont know...whatever....WHATEVA GIRLFRAND...:-/
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