Every few months I find myself going through the sitDiary registration process, which is short, but often a painful act because it means the end of my old diary. Of coarse this can only mean that something has happened in my life that some people may consider to be a lifetime landmark, and I find it appropiate to make a new diary. It's a shame though because this only furthers my problem of running away when I no longer feel like what is happening is something that I can deal with and escape with my sanity.
How I am going to be effecient in this play I have no idea, I'm terrible with memorization and even worse at acting. This could of been a rather large mistake.
I promise, my entries will get better as time passes.
it's great to start anew once in a while.
a new sitD is equivalent to a new chapter in your life.
a even better, even more fulfilling one.
running awayy at the first sign of trouble is not exactlyy the worst thing you can do.
it might keep youu from getting caught in the whirlwind that is pain.
i am a bit biased toward myself--
i do the exact same thing too.
there's always a downside and an upside.
the downside to running awayy could be that youu will end up emotionallyy weaker when it comes to certain things.
emotionallyy weaker than those who acted on impulse and stayed on the path that led them to pain.
i'm probablyy not even making sense anymore.
happy chinese new year, by the way.
even if you don't celebrate it, i do.
♥verena
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