Today was um, natural? I suppose, nothing happened that was really very exciting, and I just sort of talked to my friends, I carried around a plastic knife for half of the day and acted annoying. but no one cares what i did today anyway. I think it it's unfair to believe that someone should just be over you because you don't like them anymore, but in all honestly I do believe that it shouldn't take forever to get over them either. I always feel horrible because people are always upset because so and so won't date them, or doesn't like them, and I just sit quietly because I don't really like anyone at all really. The only person I seem to like, doesn't like me, so it doesn't matter that I like them, and we already proved we don't work as a couple, so it holds no importance who I like, and I can't complain because I have nothing to complain about. as they say, "this is life." We had to sign and return our schedule sheets today, but they were given back at the end and we now have until the fourteenth to return them. They like to make things seem like a deadline. The fieldtrip is also the fourteenth, and we all know what else is the fourteenth as well. I will probably spend it alone, which is alright with me, because last year was a bit of a let down and I don't see how it could be worse than before. It would be nice to have someone to spend the day with, but it doesn't matter. I pulled Caroline around the stage floor today with a rope, which was more fun than I had thought pulling someone around would be. But then again, I don't think you are allowed to judge something when it was your first time doing it. I also, jumped over a cafeteria table, which was easier than I had first inticipated it would be. I think joining the play was actually a good move on my part. It makes me look involved, and I have fun at the practices. love