i hope

by catamaran
but when you talk about him, and the fact he's moving back i worry you will leave me for him. or you're going to cheat on me, and i promised myself so long ago that if you ever did that [ again... ] i'd leave, without saying a word, because there's nothing to say to it. but thinking about it, i don't know if i could handle the pain of leaving you, and i'd stay with you, and i'd how hurt i would be. but i get scared, because sometimes it seems so plausible you'd leave me for someone else. even if you tell me i'm dumb when i talk about it.
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no honourable person would tell someone who has fears about cheating that they're 'dumb' for feeling that way. she should realise why you have the concerns you do and be more sensitive about it. best wishes.
oi, she's already done it once before? then she REALLY has reason to understand how you feel. how in the world can she say it's dumb of you to feel that way when she's already proven she can't be trusted? [sigh] i hope for your sake she keeps her word this time. [hug]