My back hurts...it feels like there is about 300lbs resting on my lower back and the pressure needs to go away and my husband just informed me that there is heat comin off of it, so yeah...I have no idea why its hurtin..but oh well. Well Michael has been tryin to help me raise my self-esteem, and I have been resistin...cause let's face it, I just don't seem to like myself all that much, but I'm workin on it. He also gets huffy cause I don't like spendin a lot of money on myself...doesn't matter if it's clothes, electronics...doesn't matter...I just have a phobia of spendin a lot of money, I guess it comes from growin up with none. But that I'm tryin to work on as well. I think I'm makin progress cause I spent $150 at Hot Topic and only got two outfits and a ring out of it...I still think that it's too much, but he is hellbent on convincing me otherwise...so we'll see how that goes. We went to Wal-Mart tonight and got some movies and a new t.v. so we can put the other one upstairs and have one downstairs. I'm so happy I have off tomorrow. I have an interview tomorrow at Curves for a 5:45 a.m.-9 a.m. shift MWF. It'll be a good way to just have some extra money to save and spend in New Mexico this summer. Something good happened in the direction of gettin the ass. manager position at work yesterday. We had the vice-president of sales for the entire company in our store and he told my regional sales director to put me into a manger's position as soon as possible! whoo-hoo! That's right...comin from the VICE-PRESIDENT of the company! So I think it's gonna happen very soon...well at least I hope so, it should happen comin from that high up the foodchain...well, I guess we'll see. And something good happened today...I talked one of my bestfriends from Edna into movin up here with me! I'm so happy! Lisa I love you! She's gonna come up here in December whenever we get a bigger place...I'm so happy, I miss her so much, I can't wait for her to get up here...things seem to really be going well...even though I miss Texas like crazy, I think Washington is doing me some good, isn't doin anything for my skin tone, but hey, that's what they make spray tan for!