So things are definately looking up over here! I got my apartment two days ago. That's right, my apartment, not an apartment I'm sharing with someone, IT'S ALL MINE! Well, of course there's Peatree, but she doesn't really count all that much. Yesterday, Michael was finally served with the divorce papers, his 1sg said that he got really red and his voice was scratchy and he could barely talk. He said that it's not fair because he doesn't have a say in what happens and I told his 1sg that he did have a say in what happens, he made his choices and now he has to deal with them and I am through feeling bad about it. Not really, I still feel some pangs of guilt at times and wonder if I overexaggerated about things, there is no way he could have done all of that crap and then I remember that he did and just try to forget about it and we all know how well that works lol! But anywho, I'm doing really well at my new job! Yea me! I have some good friends up here that have really been there for me, although, I'm not too sure about one of them anymore. Yesterday she told me that she didn't think she would be able to go out with me on my 21st birthday if her husband isn't back from Arkansas because she just can't go out without him because it wouldn't be right. But yet the other day when her and I and another friend were out at dinner, she said while he was away (he's in the NAVY) we'll have plenty of time to go out and drink. I think she was just being bitchy yesterday cause I also told her that I wanted to have a little sleepover housewarming type of party deal and she said she couldn't come because she doesn't like another one of my friends and I was like, come one you can't deal with her for about ten or twelve hours, and she said no. And it's not like they have major issues or anything like that, she just doesn't really care for her that much. I'm not trying to be selfish, I just thought we could all have a good time together, but no, she has to be a bitch and let her husband control her as usual, whatever, to each his own I guess. So moving on, well, actually, I think that's pretty much about it. I think anyways lol. Just life being life I suppose.