How do you know when enough is enough? When do you say, "Fuck you! You aren't allowed to hurt me anymore! Get the fuck out of my life! Have fun destroying yours, but you can't touch mine anymore!"? I think I have found that point...I love him more than anything, but nothing is going to keep me with him anymore. He can cry, he can bitch, he can get pissed, he can get all skitzed, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! HE'S NO LONGER MY PROBLEM! I have tried and tried and tried and no matter what I'm wrong and it's ok for him to stay out all FUCKING night and not tell me where he is, he thinks that I buy that "I FELL ASLEEP AND JESSIE DIDN'T WAKE ME UP!" BULLSHIT! You were awake motherfucker. No, I don't know what you were doing. But I'm pretty sure it had something to do with that shit you and your bitch friends like to do. Here, let me refer to it the way you prefer since the way I say it is wrong: MDMA! You fucking happy? I hope you are. You just threw away the best part of your life and the sad part is you are too fucked up right now to realize it. But when you are, you are going to fall so fucking hard and this time I won't be there to catch your sorry ass! I'm threw with this bullshit! This is not a marriage! This is me trying to help you and getting FUCKED over and over and over and not enjoying a minute of it! I can't do anything right by you, so I'm threw fucking trying. You do whatever the fuck you want to with your life. You wanna throw all your money away on gambling? DO IT! You wanna throw your money away on drinking? DO IT! You wanna pop that shit so you can deal with reality? DO IT! I don't care anymore, you have once again taken away every reason I had for loving you and they won't come back. You don't know how to love and you sure as FUCK don't know how to tell the truth! I don't know what the fuck you're talking about when you said that I was talking shit, but whatever, I'll tell you every MOTHERFUCKING word I said about you and this pisspoor thing that is supposed to be our marriage! But see in order to do that you'd actually have to grow a pair and talk to me, but you aren't concerned with that right now, are you? No, of course not, because it's the weekend and you think that once again, you can come home, crying like a little bitch and all will be forgiven! Well FUCK THAT BULLSHIT! Never again you fucking bastard! You can take all of your bullshit reasons and excuses for being fucked up and shove them straight up your fucking ass because I don't have to listen to the bullshit anymore! And if you think this is the end of it, you are sadly FUCKING mistaken BITCH! I'm going to take you for every motherfucking thing that you have! Anything that I can take, I 'm going to because you have taken away all of the happiness you may have ever made me feel and filled me with hate and anger! And guess what? I'm not going to take it out on other people and allow it to ruin future relationships (YES I WILL HAVE THEM, I DOUBT YOU WILL! NO ONE WANTS YOUR DUMB ASS BULLSHIT WITH ALL OF YOUR FUCKING PUSSY EXCUSES! AND BY THE WAY, IT HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH YOU BEING A FUCKING MAN! I DON'T THINK YOU'LL EVER BE ONE YOU FUCKING PANSY ASS BASTARD!) No, I'm gonna take it all out on you motherfucker! That's right, it's all going to come back to you, all the pain you put me through, all the times you were too busy to talk to the one person who actually gave a FUCK enough to try to help you get your shit together, every time you said FUCK YOU! Well guess what BITCH? You're about to feel all of that and so much FUCKING more! I hope you're ready to pay you motherfucker! I love you! Oh wait, I don't think I do anymore! :)~