what do u do when u dont know if u can trust someone anymore who has become such a huge part of your life. in fact so huge u have vowed to spend the rest of ur life with him and yet u no longer know when he is tellin u the truth and when he is lyin...what do u do? i found an email from a girl wantin to get together with him because he seems interesting....i wonder if she knows he is my husband...i wonder if hes told her...i know they havent spoken on the phone because her number was in the email i read...and i cant call her because the stupid bitch left a digit out so i dont know what her number is...never in my wildest dreams did i think he was or would ever cheat on me...even when he was doing drugs...he hs gotten a new habit of sittin in his car for long periods of time and drivin around aimlessly in the middle of the night...i woke up and he wasnt here and when i called him he said he was at walmart...well since payday is tomorrow things are tight and we only have one pack of cigs (which he took with him)...so i went to walmart to get the cigs partially and partially to see if he was lying...and low and behold, he was, he wasnt there and of course now he wont answer his phone...i left him a voicemail after callin him about 50 times tellin him that hes now a 15 year old kid and he needs to come home...that was about 45 minutes ago, where he's at i dont know....