I almost completely forgot i made this other SD. It slipped my mind for a while i didn't think i would actually really need another one. I chose daywalker as my user because i always feel that i've always kinda shown my other side to people and cuveted my real one. In a sense i live by a night and day. Its really hard to say who i am, because i shift it so much, but i am getting closer to learning that each day. Today at pats was fun, i mean it was alot of needed to do hanging out. We played purdy good, although i didn't care for all the racket. Mreh, and there was too many people i definatley agree with Justin on that. Sigh what can ya do. I wasn't expecting some people to show, but i guess it made it more interesting. Sigh all the immature garbage gets very annouying after a while, but i guess we are all like that. Tommarrow i can just relax and vegetate like i want to. Its kinda nice not being tied down to anyone right now. I mean i want to be close to someone sure, but i think i needed a break from it, ya know to get back my bearings. Lol i think i'm gunna try a whole new approach to relationships now. More, umm.... how to say it, like go with the flow kinda deal. Much better that way. Somethings shouldn't need thought to function. Well whatever works lol, its all about having a good time and being yourself. I'm philosophical by nature, and that part of me isn't going to be supressed, Never again.