Things have been strange lately to say the least. I been having alot more energy, but the weird thing is that i haven't really been sleeping all that much. Its really odd. I have had time to reflect on issues in my life, and i finally see the whole picture.Well i dont know really what caused it perhaps it was that long dramatic self enlightenment speech that Mr. Pruess gave in Ap. Geo the other doy or maybe it was just the 2-liter of mountain dew i down the following night...*shrugs* i just dont know. But i feel invigorated, and i need to do something out of the ordinary. Hmm...blerg lol. I am hoping to try out for some scholarships, and i might try a few in the art dept. i put alot of time into i might be able to pull it off. I'm kinda happy of myself because i finally rached my goal of weighing 190. I havent weighed that much in a long time. Its nice because i feel like a feather all the time. It was certainly not enjoyable of getting down from 218 but i did it.sooo much... klondike bars... I can't wait for sunday its going to awsome. I just have feeling that it will be.