I was just being used by 2 people I know and called friends. I knew it the whole time, but I didn't give a fuck. Now I care that they started accusing me of shit and I already have enough shit going on in my life. I wish some mother fucker would try some stupid shit with me. I want to kill someone right fucking now. I just want to beat the living shit out of anyone brave enough to try. I still love all of you. I need to see girly again and calm down. Only women are safe around me right now. I talk at ya lata lets all go start a fight.