i seen you on the way into this hell today. you looked so cute and innocet, so untouched but i know thats not true. i touched you and tainted you. im sorry. we should have waited so your heart wouldnt be shattered into the pieces that i left it in. dont forgive me for that. i pass you and see the pain thats trapped in your eyes and at a split second i feel that pain as well. i know when your near, i can feel you. in ways i miss your arms around me and the way you looked into my eyes and i knew you really loved me. but in ways i dont. i don miss the way you treated me at times like you were my king and i was merely a servant. i couldnt stand it. or how it was always my fault that you felt less than a man. dont blame me for that. im moving on. you should to. i think you are though. you dont call as much and you dont walk with me anymore. thats what i want. i want you to go. just go.