today i decided that i cant have a boyfriend. its impossible for me. i just cant. i get one then i like them and then someone more great and more fun and more everything steps in. happens every time. i cant even count how many times thats how man. Im a SKEEZER but im okay with it! i just need guys to be around and im fine. there is only one guy that i could ever settle down with... too bad he lives so far. by the way... i love you. ------------- if your a shitty girlfriend raise your hand! woahoooo Amber is the color of your energy! - 311