its been awhile now. so much to tell. so much lived. i moved away to a unknown place. hated and move back to my comfort zone. security is within he is still my love. the longest one yet. and im just now getting used to it all. i think ive found myself. all the years of searching is come to an end. it took going away to realize who i am. i dont like drama. i dont like emotional people. i am independent. i dont take shit from anyone. i tend to be heartless and i dont give a fuck. i dont really care what you or anyone else has to say. i like having no structure in my life. i like not having a plan. i like living each day as if it was the last. i like not brushing my hair. i dont wear makeup everyday. i dont try to impress anyone. fuck you yet again. im fucking great and fanfuckingtastic and if you want to come to me with some fucking sob story about how your life sucks and you want me to be there for you.. dont. the end --------------------- Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. mark twain