i want to do something fun and exciting and different for a change. but what? maybe go sky diving or bungee jumping or just get in my car with a full tank a gas and drive across the states until i run out. maybe ill pose naked and have someone paint me or take photos of me. it would be very liberating. or maybe ill go to a gay bar and get a lap dance from a gay man dressed in drag. maybe ill see how many guys i can sleep with in one nite. sometimes i just want to do that. just sleep with alot of people. just be a whore. a dirty whore and be okay with it. but really i wouldnt ever be okay with it. im a worry willy. i always look at the consequences. never do i just look at the beauty in it. nothing is more beautiful that two peoples body intertwind sweating and being together as one. ahh thats happiness. *Is that a gun in your pocket, or you just happy to see me?* -Mae West