i didnt want to do it but i felt forced by you to. i feel dirty and used now. you made me do it. i cant believe you. i knew something really terrible was gonna happen and it did. you violated me when i told you no. it was over and done with and you wanted nothing to do with me. i took you where you needed to go and headed on the journey back to my comfort place. i wanted to trust you but you ruined that. you ruined me.
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i hope you call tomorrow.
*Amor , no es amor (if this aint love)
More than my feelings (what am i doing wrong)
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Its just an illusion that i have in my heart* -Frankie J
as for your entry, I hope you're okay.