so many emotions running through my head and my body. almost too many to cope with. how you can say that i dont want you around. i yearn for your attention. i need you in my life. i want you in my life. you just make things so confusing sometimes. i dont know what you want. what is it that you want from all this. you and i both know that its more than a best friendship. i tell you i love you everytime i get off the phone with you. i tell you i want to marry you. i tell you i want to spend the rest of my life with you. and i do. everyone i date i compare them to you. you are the reason they never work out. i act like i want them too but deep inside i want you to get me out of them. i love you. more than anything. if i didnt i wouldnt want you around so much, i wouldnt go to UofL, i wouldnt break up with the people i date, i wouldnt call you all the time, i wouldnt be jealous of anyone you talk to. i love you. i dont know what else to tell you for you to understand. i want to grow old with you and have kids and be with you. you are my world. and as much as everyone around me doesnt want to here it, i need you.