i cant see my life without him in it some how. weather its as my husband or as my best friend or just as an old buddy i talk to everyonce in a while to catch up on old times. i cant let him go. no matter how much i try to drift away from my feelings that i have for him, i keep getting pulled in by his charm and desire to keep me as his. no matter how many times we loose touch we always seem to find our ways back to each others heart. although we are so different, he feels so right to be with. even though he has made alot of mistakes in his life and is having trouble pulling it together, i know he is it. no one thinks we are good together and i could see why. ive always been portrayed as the "good" girl. The girl who makes the grades and never gets herself into trouble and is the responsible one. He is the badass who dropped out of school and is redneck with no future other than jail. but thats the bittersweetness of all this. we are so different but so ment for each other. these past 5 years knowing him have been the most interesting and amazing that if he wasnt their to show me the things he did i wouldnt be the person i am today. there is only one thing i need to know. WHAT IS KEEPING ME FROM HIM? --------------- another boy *Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannnot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high* -Crossfade