i dont know why it hurt so much to hear that he had a girlfriend. i cried. she looks just like me. they sleep in the same bed we once owned together. she stays in what used to be my house. my home. our home. as soon as he told me i hated her. i felt my heart sit my stomach. even though i dont want him, i dont want anyone to have him either. i think i just felt better knowing that i was happy with someone and he was alone. but now that he has someone that makes him happy, i hate it. i left the apartment bawling. he told me she made him so stress free and happy. i tried so hard to make him happy and stress free. even little things he did has changed because of her.. like biting his nails. i tried for 2 years to get him to stop doing that and hes ben with her for 3 weeks and he stopped. i think what hurt me the most was that he took her to christmas to meet his family. i love his family like they are my own. his little sister said that she looked like me but i was prettier. i miss his family. i guess no matter what he will always be a part of me. he was for 2 years. i guess it was just a shock that he moved on so quickly. but what i have now is so much better for me. im happy. and loved. and i love him. i really believe that davey is my soulmate. hes always been in the back of my mind since we broke up 3 years ago. im glad we are finally back together.