i looked for you today in the halls. didnt think i would ever really find myself doing that anymore. searching for you through the crowds of people just to see your face. you werent there though. hoping and wishing you were but no. i dont want to feel that anymore. i dont want to look for you. i need to stop. we are over and through. im moving on this time i promise. im not looking back. only looking forward to my future and seeing what other things it holds for me, you arent in it. atleast not a major part. the more we talk and the more we keep in touch the more i get pulled into you and i cant do it anymore. i just cant. it only leads to heartache for you and me as well. no more. no more.