Hey...have I said how great life is...actually no I havn't...I've almost said the exact oppisite...but oh well...my mind changes alot...anyway...like I said..Life is great...*she* is great...I can't believe her...she is...heh, there isn't even a word grand enough to describe her...For about 2 years now things between me and her have been quite shaky...most of the time it was my fault, with me being stupid and unheartful...only one was hers...and that was simply making the mistake of listening to her friends to break up with me the first time...but, now...things are finally starting to look up...everything is settling down...and, after two years of being sightless, I've finnaly realized that I love her...I am not afraid to admit this...in fact It would not be beyond limits to climb to the highest peak and announce my love to the world...why do I not fear? because I *know* this is true...I have said and thought that I have been in love before...but I was not, it seems now...for love is much different than the all too familiar illusion of itself...I cannot direct you to the exact points that make it certifiable as love...for I do not entirely know them...but I do not expect to know either...love is meant to be a mystery, not a simple feeling such as anger or happiness that can be picked apart into pieces...so instead of trying to determine exactly why it is...I simply embrace it for what it is worth...and what it is worth, is everything......................ok, well, I know most of you are prolly thinking: "Whoa, Zack is actually capable of intellegent and somewhat philosophical/psycological/spiritual thought...it's amazing" ...ok scratch that...most of my friends won't understand half of those words so it'd be more like: "Der...uh, wow...he's a smart...errr"...heh, I'm mean...and I also know how to completely ruin a deep and moving thought...don't you think?? ah, well...all the same...the summary: I love her, she loves me, the world is finally coming to an end...uhh I mean the world is finally coming together...heh heh...LATERZ PS OMFG IT'S LIKE 3 fuckin 12 in the morning...which means I probably won't go to bed tonight...which means I'll have been awake for 3 fuckin days in a row!!! I'M SO FUCKING TIRED!!! please excuse the profanity...I'm just really cranky...heh...I just used a word that usually decribes old people on myself...SWEET...