I wonder if that's a good thing...

Listening to: dishwasherish
Feeling: antisocial
So who wants doritos? I don't...apple sauce maybe, but no doritos...anyways, how're thing goin with people, places, and/or things? it's been awhile since I've had an update. I pretty big happening has just occured so I feel it is my duty to convey it to everyone else...about 10 minutes ago, sheila and I broke up...yup, you heard me correctly...we broke up...now, you could be saying one of many things right now in responce to this...most are probably "about time" while others who havn't heard much of our problems are saying "aww how sad"...so yea, it's over...I'm no sure if it's over entirely though...it seems to be more of a test trial to see how things really are...so there is a fairly high chance of getting back together soon....but still a hig chance we won'teither...I'm not exactly sure which I want tho...it's too confusing to be able to have a decisive anytime soon...or ever, for that matter...whichever way it goes...we are still friends...for now at least...I'm not even sure how to react to al this...I feel almost nothing at the moment...but then that might be because it hasn't really settled in much...anyways..other than this, not much else has happened...school started, I'm already starting to slack a little...and my job has cut me down to working one night a week...so, life pretty much sucks right now...at least it should...but I feel nothing...no worry, no pain, no joy, no anger...nothing at all, really...I wonder if that's a good thing?
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felling nothing means your feeling somthing. if that makes any sense to you. don't worry in time yuo'll realize how much better of ou are or how much you miss her. itl just take a little while though. trust me i know what im talkin about. see ya
haha that's funny
im sorry, hey your diary is REALLY dark........its cool