Hrmm...well, rumors have caught my ears of certain people (who will remain nameless for the time being) who have been trying to split me and Sheila...they seem to have said that the only reason that she went out with me is because she felt sorry for me...although...in a way this makes sense...but there is still no proof either way...ah well actually there might be proof that this is true but isn't any more...many...hints...that slowly have led me to believe these rumors...such as a note to me, from her, that she absolutely refused to let me read...and ended up tearing it into pieces...AND she seems very protective of her email lately as well...but these may still be because of other reasons...we got into a fight about it tonight...and she was crying because I might possibly believe them...I know it's possible to fake tears...but still, she was very convincing...but, in the end, it appears we just ended up closer...heh...and now I've just realized something...she's encouraging her father to take me turkey hunting with them...and this would be in the spring, late march to early april...if we get it, that is...and if you ask me that's saying that she wants to be with me at least for that long...and the source of these rumors might be a little pissed at me right now anyway, so who knows whether or not they are just trying to do something to hurt mine and Sheila's relationship...heh...and another thing...her parents like me...and alot too...which is cool...and apparently the rest of her family has taken to me as well, especially her brother *shudder* ...he spanked me...yea very gay...but I think he only did it because earlier in the night his wife spanked me and I thought he was coming up to do it too, but he wasn't...HA...wow...they're pretty friendly arn't they...bah oh well...they all are beginning to seem like my family too...heh and her nieces and nephews are cool...they may be annoying at times...but most of the time they ain't bad...heh...still havn't ate dinner at my house for over 2 weeks now...but my mom made a very stern statement about having porkchops tomorrow...so I'm guessing she is gonna make me eat here...which I guess is fine...as long as I get to go back over there afterwards...well...it's midnight...and I got to get some sleep...I'll talk to you peeps lata...PeAcE EDIT- OH, and I've decided for those rumor starters...if you are saying that shit...SHUT THE FUCK UP...you've got your own little happy life to live...don't go fucking with everyone elses...