Dreams...they always seem to hold some helpful secrets to reality. Problem is, sometimes those helpful secrets are distorted or comletely invisible. Then again, they might be completely visible and understandable. Either way, once you filter out the unreality of dreams from the message the dream is telling you, you sometimes realize you don't agree or like the message that is being told, the reality that is being shown... It is then your decision whether or not to act upon the message to try and get what you truly want...or to continue being satisfied with the way things are currently...and not take the risk for a better life... The reason I am telling you these things, is because, recently I have begun having a recurring dream that contains a not positivly discernable, yet fairly obvious message that I have to make a decision upon. I am not sure of the reason why I am taking this decision as seriously as I am. I do know, however, that for the past year or so, I have had absolutly no dreams whatsoever. And now, all of a sudden, the dreams begin with this one recurring dream. The decision is an important one too, for if I decide to follow my dream, it will bring what is current and completly flip it around, and while creating a great happiness should I succeed, it will bring with it a terrible sorrow, and a guilt that I am not sure I am ready to bear. Though I should be able to make a decision, I don't believe I am able to come to one because of the emotional importance of it. And because of my inability to make a decision I leave a request to whoever may read this. From the information I have given, tell which you would choose to do: pursue the message inside of the dream and risk losing it all, but chance at gaining more than you've ever had. Or ignore the dream and be content with life as is, neither hating nor loving the way things are. I leave you with that. -Z