Hey, it's been awhile since I've been on here...ok, not true...it's been awhile since i've put an entry on here...well where should I start...every since I've started going out with sheila, it's been somewhat of a miserable bliss...yea, she's fun and i'm always happy around her...but lately I've been starting to feel the strain of having her as a girl-friend...never being able to relax...and never having time to just think...I don't think I like that...and on top of that, I believe old problems are beginning to arise again...things that i don't believe i handled very well last time...I know i won't make the same mistakes...but there's bound to be consequences that I won't like...no matter what I do to solve the prolem (which i still havn't decided which way to go with it)...but I believe I can handle it...you know...I think I'm slowly losing my ability to remember things very well...I can barly remember my freshman year, only a handful of memories still remain...even fewer remain or the rest of my life...I think I can only remember 1 or 2 things about each year of my life...and it's beginning to annoy me...I can never remember my homework anymore...and I never have to thime to do something that will help me remember...I think I need to slow down with things...I hate to say this...but maybe I need a break from sheila...well, not just from sheila, but from people in general...I don't know, maybe not...I'll figure things out in time...well, speaking of time, it's time for me to go...c u guys later...