Good Times, Miserable Life

by diamondedge
Listening to: A Perfect Circle
Feeling: paranoid
Hmm...so how do you guys like me new layout?I think it looks pretty cool, simple, yet elegant, no? Bah, who really cares anyways...well, as the name implies...latly, these have been the best days of my life, but the worst part of it as well...both for reasons I can't or don't really want to explain, for reasons that I am not at liberty to discuss with ANYONE at all...except posibly one person...hmm...I want school back...kind of...my mom was gonna buy me a car soon, pontiac grand am, but now that shit has blown away...my report card just HAD to come in today didn't it? I got 4 E's so now she won't let me have the car until my grades are brought up, and I'm fairly certain that the car will be sold by then...well...I think I'm gonna complain about my relationship now...things been fairly great in that area, we got into a small fight today...but other than that, there is no apparent problems, heh actually she let me do a little something that I can do this to: *wink wink*...but even through all the good, a little bad just HAS to shine through doesn't it...remember that fight I mentioned, well, in a normal relationship, it ISN'T a big problem, but sheila seems to be very possesive with me...let me explain...for the past few months, it has been routine that I go over to her house and stay there all day, every day...no big problem with me...but for the past couple days I've been trying to get a day in without her, to relax, you know, have no worries...but she is completely against that for some reason...jus one day is all I've been asking...anyway, today I went over there, and then left without her knowing, to come back to my house to take me meds, she calls and tells me to come back down, but I say that I want to stay here for the rest of the day...well, that's where we started fighting...anyway, we got back settled and I had the rest of the day to myself...kind of...but anyway...I have another bad thing happening in this relationship too...well, not really bad...more sad..anyway...I think that we are slowly drifting apart...in a way...nothing seems special anymore...the sparks are becoming more of an annoying glare...I don't know...maybe I'm jus imagining things cuz I havn't had sleep lately...no real way to tell...well, speaking of sleep...I'm getting tired...so c u guys later
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yes finally the pic in the top left go to images find the image u want and rename it top_left
Lara
i like ur new layout. i am in really NO position to give advice, probley not that you were asking for any, but, mabe your looking at things to closely. (sry. i can't spell 4 shit)
you think you have problem you dumb b#$%^&d at least you found some one. sorry that was a little harsh ut you deserved it. why don't yuo just tell her you're grounded or somthink so you cant come over. well any ways good luck.
"hope for better days"
well you just have to explain to her that you need your space, she may be a little pissed at first because you said that but she should understand after while. as for losing "the spark," sometimes things seem to go that way in relationships, which just means that you have to work harder to keep it alive. well, good luck and all that jazz. and don't follow john's advice, you don't want to lie to her to get time to yourself. that's horrible.
love your diary set up. It's not plain, but it's not fuckin' rainbow overfrickendone. Overall it's good.