So I went to the boys water polo game today at elmo. we won lol woot woot go boys! I was talking to this friend of mine & he was telling me all about how he really likes this girl who broke up with him for her ex because she realized she loved her ex & what not. Its sad & I feel bad for him, but if she really doesnt love him then why should he even bother he needs to just let her go. Sometimes you cant choose what life gives you, but you can choose what to do with it. All of this got me thinking about all the things I have drivin myself crazy thinking about. All the what ifs? & if onlys? All those thoughts where I tried to change things that have happend. All it did was create more stress that I didnt need. I could change it no matter how many times I thought about doing it differently lol Things happen & thats that no use in thinking about the things you have no control over anymore. So im really starting to get over the past bads & putting the energy into thinking of the things right now. There are still what ifs, but atleast now they are what if I do this, what will happend later.