Love...what is it?...does anyone really know? Most people say love is when you cant imagine being with anyone else ever agian...where the thought of them with someone else makes you so sick to your stomach & heart that you cant breathe. Most people say you only get one real love like this. I refuse to believe that. I refuse to believe that I have had my happiness & that I am done. I have had many great crushes in my life that looking back strongly amuse me. So great that I actually thought I was in love with all of them hahaha until I met one that knocked me right on my ass. The feelings I had around him were amazing! So far nothing has topped them. Things didnt work out but that doesnt mean he doesnt still giive me butterflies. lol. he does. He has found a new gf & I have new interests. And Im hoping the next time around that I get those amazing feelings....they wont be on a more or purly physical basis.