I've never felt so good about a guy before. I'm really confused. He's really nice, makes me happy, makes me laugh, he puts butterflies in my stomach, he's easy to talk to and i dunno i feel special around him, like i mean something. Knowing my luck he probebly doesn't know i even exsist. The weird thig is i can see me with him,.i really wanna tell him but i'm scared it'll ruin everything. I dunno im probebly just being stupid. I can't stop thinkin about him, i just want to be close to him, why do things have to be so complicated, y can't things just go smoothly for once. I wish he was here wit me. xo